As much as I try it on with hubby, he rarely comes to the party. He’s far more affectionate with our cat these days than he is with me. I haven’t taken the pill in years, only using condoms for contraception – I think it’s telling enough to say that the last time I’d bought a large packet was over a year ago.
We’d had a reasonable sex life……in the beginning. Although even back then, I think I was always the initiator. It wasn’t like he had trouble getting aroused, I used to love feeling his hard cock through the pocket of his pants when we were out. I’m struggling to remember when all of that dissipated, as we’re childless by choice at this point in time and we’re certainly not ‘old’. He was the first guy who called me ‘a babe’….the others before him said I was sexy, but were generally sleazy types – only wanting to get in your pants, ‘too busy’, or not wanting a girlfriend, but I was probably rather emotionally immature back then. I hadn’t been with anyone in about a year when I met him, so although I would say that I’ve always had a strong libido it has waxed and waned at times.
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I was home alone, insatiably horny. Not the sort of horniness that a sex toy would appease. I needed skin, cock – I yearned to be carnally devoured. I will admit that I’d considered, and browsed, ads for male escorts out of curiosity in the past, chasing an experience that I didn’t think I could get from hubby……he just wasn’t that sort of guy. I had a little search but nothing appealed and, besides, I didn’t want to spend that sort of money.
As is the common thing to do in this day and age, I hit up Google and happened upon TheSite. It wasn’t a traditional online dating or affairs site, something a bit more unexpected but I decided to have a look….