Whilst I would consider myself a fairly emotionally mature person right now, I guess I’ve always had a bit of child-like wonder and naivety, which isn’t always a bad thing.
I have always been an over-thinker, however that also makes me good at my job – so again, not always a bad thing.
I’m sure it’s been apparent to anyone reading, that some of my writing is clearly indicative of some emotional affects of Magenta’s adventures on Me. After having a great conversation with a dear friend, I’ve realised that I’ve very much been wasting my emotional energy and….well, I’ve perhaps been a bit silly and immature.
Who am I kidding? Players find me sexy. They know I need attention and affection. Although not everyone gives it to me the way that I want it…..except TheMaster. Perhaps he needs to go. The others I enjoy chatting to are more friendly guys with a common interest of fucking. Sure, the same could be said about TheMaster – he’s friendly and likes to fuck, but the extra lingering affection gets me….and teasing names as terms of endearment….
Fuck, I don’t know. Over-thinking again 😐