When all that you want and desire – that you know will satiate you like nothing else – is a gorgeous being who is so, so far away.
And you know that their want and desire is just as strong as yours.
Yet you can do nothing about it.
And it will be months…months (!!), until you see them again. Touch them. Feel them. Smell them. Hear them in person. Look into their eyes and see their soul.
That is the agony I face.